Holy Crap!! It's Valentines!

OH MY JONASSSSSSSSS!!!!!

Weather: Sunny, and hot. I'm about to burst into flame!
Song Line of the Day: And I'm tired, of being all alone. And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home. --Secondhand Serenade. (Eff Justin up the ass for ruining this song for me!)
Mood: Sarcastic.

Where in the world have I been? I kinda-sorta forgot about my account on here, but thank God I remembered because if I don't start blogging again, I thought I might die....

Valentines Day was created for one purpose and one purpose only. To remind us lonely, old, farts that out worst fears have actually been confirmed-we have no life. Valentines Day can suck it! I already have a hard enough time accepting the fact that I have been single for almost a whole year (I can't help that I'm picky when it comes to boyss...so I do realize that a big part of this is my fault) however, this is still an issue! I have no problem being single. I understand it's a time to have funn and what not, but now, it's just pathetic :]. This year though wasn't as bad as my previous years! Let's do my Valentines Day flashbacks, where I reveal the terrible times and memories that have occured. Last year, I was broken up with a few days before- right after I got my boyfriend of the time I brand new ring that I was so proud of. I now hate him more than anyone on this planet. The year before that, wasn't bad, but it wasn't good. I didn't have a boyfriend so the day pretty much went by unnoticed, besides the fact that every other girl in the school had someone. The year before that, I was broken up with exactly on Valentines Day, over a text message. That is great. And the year before THAT my boyfriend and my ex boyfriend got in a fight in front of my house on Valentines Day. I don't think there is any need to go further back than that. This year hopefully broke the cycle though, because I got a very cute delivery of roses, chocolate, and bubble bath yesterday from my friend! Too bad he is in Salt Lake and I'm in Las Vegas! That WOULD happen to me. The one year someone actually wants to BE with me on this day, he's in a different state. But I guess I won't complain. At least I was acknowleged this year...I mean besides being broken up with...

In other news-I finally got my monroe! I week from yesterday! And let me tell you, I don't regret it one bit. I think it's the cutest piercing ever! And even if it leaves a giant, gaping hole in my face, it is totally worth it :].The inside of my mouth kind of hurt for a while, it still does a little bit, it feels like I just have a cut in my mouth, so it will sting a little bit. But it's healing very nicely :].

Hmmm, I dyed my hair again. Lol It's a really, really dark brown now. One of the best colors I've dyed my hair so far. I don't think I've ever had my hair in a way that I absolutely hated it. I'm pretty good thinking up hairstyles and what not. It's surprising I got my hair back to being healthy. It's actually healthier than it has ever been. A few more weeks and I'll be ready to be on Dove shampoo commericals :].

Ana and I are starting our diets tomorrow. Mom is going to be helping us the whole way through. I think my problem is eating. In fact, I know that's my problem. Eating right is seventy percent of the reason why people are overweight, while exercise is a mere thirty, I can't even believe that. That means I'm really screwed. Food is definetly my guilty pleasure. I eat when I'm hungry (obviously), when I'm bored, when I'm tired, when I'm not tired, when I'm lazy, when I'm active, and all the times in between! This is serious! My number one pet peeve is when I eat when I'm bored. That pisses me off so much, and ever since I've came to Vegas it's been happening a lot, just because I don't know a lot of people down here right now and so when my friends are in school here, I'm sitting at home not doing anything. I need to start going on runs and walks. Maybe doing some of my mum's work out tapes. Anything to keep me from eating. I've started making a calender and putting what foods I'm going to be eating at what time, so there will be no confusion about when I should eat and what I should eat, so when the time does come that I'm hungry, I'll never have the chance to look around at the food that I can't have, and cave. So starting tomorrow is day number thirty one. It takes twenty eight or so days to keep a habit, so I'm going into this full throttle! I'll keep you updated on how that's going. If you don't want to know....sucks for you ;].

I'm going to be taking voice lessons pretty soon. Mum and I looked up this one lady online, and I'm sorry that I can't remember her name. She was on the news the other day, just in relation to getting people ready for American Idol and stuff. I'm really excited to start. Singing is such an important part of my life and if I was to pursue it I really need to get coaching. I have pretty much zip singing talent from either side of my family (sorry to tell you guys this, but really, I mean I know at the family parties we sing the Beatles better than the Beatles themselves). So yeah, I just need to start getting help from a professional (wow, that didn't make me sound crazy). It will be funn and I'm excited. I swear I will go on tour with All Time Low one day, so you guys better get your autographs now XP.

I don't have a lot else to say, I'll be updating daily now, mostly to help me with my dieting and also so I don't end up going crazy and jumping off the Hoover Dam...cause if my life gets anymore boring than it already is, that might just happen.


Torey
P.S. New picture!!